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2011-11-22T23:44:00.001+08:00

Supposed to be studying for my exams but can't seem to concentrate. Shall try again tonight and make sure I really study.

Was on the bus thinking of all the random stuff and staring into space and I suddenly thought to myself,
It's been a long time since we walked home from amk. I know, i always say i want to walk and then in the end, I am also the one who decided not to. After my exams, let's walk from amk again, like we always do in the past! ♥

2011-10-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

I am sorry, luo zhixiang, I realized I don't love you as much anymore. Been crazy over you for so long, and SOMEONE who loves copying out of the sudden loves you too. So, I decided that you are past tense. you can take my leftover for all you want. :)

Meet my present tense! Call me Mrs Ngo from now on!

敖嘉年

He is one of the actor from 巾帼枭雄之义海豪情. My mum says he is not handsome, but I think he is super duper cute. Especially when he is crying. He also acted in 花花世界花家姐. Though he acted as a bad guy but he is still cute! Just finish the watching another of his show, 鱼跃在花见.

2011-09-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

Thanks for your never-fail-to-make calls everyday and your morning SMS. It always make my day! :)
Sorry that I always choose to talk to my friends after class instead of talking to you. I know today you waited for me from like 6 plus to 10.15 for that 15 minutes talk after my lesson. You could have gone to sleep early but yet I chose to talk to my friend. So sorry! I feel so guilty for choosing my friends over you. Shall wait for your call on Saturday, I promise! Or maybe Sunday! :)

Can't wait for next friday! ♥

2011-09-10T12:51:00.002+08:00

One more week before I start work at PWC!

I shall spend my last week with my family. I realized that I have not been spending time with them due to my john little cashiering job. Have been working for the past 2 public holidays that I have missed out so much things with them. ♥

Went for enlistment with him and his family. Watched the NS video and am starting to realize that it's not as easy as I thought. To think I always tell him 'it's nothing big, it's just NS'.

I hope you will stay strong and SURVIVE in NS. I am starting to miss you a tinny winny bit. Kind of regretted taking up john little job despite you telling me numerous times that you are enlisting soon. Regretted even more that I took up the job in a fit of an anger of a really small matter.

Happy to receive your call last night and your morning SMS that you woke up early specially to send! In the past, I always get angry with your 15 minutes late SMS. But just a SMS from you makes me smile.
Happy that you have planned your time with when you are out!
Happy with the reason why you didn't call me for the first day!
Happy that you called me first today and you said you would for the next few days!
Looking forward to meet you on 23rd or 24th! Colourful! ♥

Had a terrible sore throat but only ate one strepsils and other than that are all fried stuff, sweets and ice-creams! But it seems like it's getting better. Must be 以毒攻毒! :)

2011-08-17T11:31:00.004+08:00

i think it takes more than 2 month for me to blog. laziness kills. too lazy to on the computer. decided to blog while waiting for my 古灵精探B to load. 3 months plus and i am only at half the show. hahaha! :)

started my ACCA for around 1 and a half month already. things are going quite well so far. though at first, i felt that the people there are quite unfriendly. come to think of it, can't really blame them, classes after work, can't really have much energy to study, let alone making friends. but nonetheless, i managed to made friends with the friendly ones. at least i have someone to talk to during class or else i think you can just kill me.

been working at john little as a temporary cashier! dream came true!
really had a super fun time scanning items, giving change, swiping mastercards, saying 'thank you, see you again', folding the huge hill of clothes, gossiping with those promoters and colleague. those people there are really friendly and nice, be it colleagues or customers. might be working there again on 23th. excited!! :)
this may sound a little sick, but i really love being busy, rushing to school after work, planning my schedule.

its good to be busy with the things i love. at least it really gives me alot of joy, mixing with different groups of people. it also gives me an excuse and also prevents me from thinking too much.

i learn that things aren't the way it seems, aren't the way people claims it to be. as long as i have done my part, my conscience is clear, i don't really have to bother about other things. its up to the other party already. maybe i had always been naive. but i won't be from now on.

2011-06-26T13:52:00.008+08:00

Its been a super lonngggggg time since I blogged, like around 3 months. Too lazy to on my super slow laptop, so decided to accumulate everything that I have to do! Hahaha!

During these 3 months, so many things happened.
Was working in IRAS in April and May.
April was a very torturing month for me because there was no news of anything. No university acceptance, no job acceptance. Everyone is like asking me, 'how is your university application?' its super stressing.
Until May, it was a better month. Job interviews to attend, scholarship from SAA, graduation to attend, flyer job with sister and rest! decided to quit IRAS since I will be starting my ACCA in July, at least there is 1 month for me to rest before everything gets extremely busy.

In June, working in PC show at M1 with sister. standing for around 7 hours at the cashier counter for the past 4 days, packing stuff is really tiring. My poor mum had to message my leg at night.
Also had our sister anniversary on 2nd June. I thought we were supposed to change to 'married'? hahaha! went out for our usual horror movie date, Insidious. ♥
Had decided to work in PwC instead of KPMG. Was actually waiting for PwC call after rejecting KPMG. I thought there was no hope, until they called me when I was out watching Laddaland with sister. Just went down to PwC to sign the contract and had my medical checkup done. Will be starting work in September. In the meantime, I will be starting school soon next week. its so fast! I haven't really rest enough yet. During this time, I have the urge to take up a temporary cashier job. seems so fun! :)
Went for the photoshoot for SP catalogue. Its seriously more stressed than interview. It better turn out good, or else our efforts for the past few days would be wasted. And luckily my mum was with me during the whole process, or else, I think I will just die there! ♥
Thanks sister for the sms. It really made my day! and thanks yuanshen, for laughing at me and saying that I cry for the weirdest reason!

Thanks mummy for always being there. I know you have been trying not to stress me with univeristy admission and I may have flared up during that period cause I was under alot of stress. I know you have been asking around for opinions on which choice would be better for me. I know your greatest wish is to see me graduate with that hat. I promise you, I will wear that one day, and make you proud. ♥

2011-03-18T02:17:00.007+08:00

i love it when great things happen in a row! ♥

lets start from 9 march, Wednesday.
meet up with hidayah. cant imagine we were talking all the rubbish before we even meet! we wen to watch 'i am number 4'. its been super super long since we watch movie together. our last movie is like avatar! then went walk from somerset to orchard. went far east to shop and bought a tweety shirt! she bought a bugs bunny one and a shoe! ♥

10 march, Thursday.
went out with mummy to look for her stuff at chinatown. we went to buy 林志源 ba gua! delicious! :)
then after that went for my sister's parent teacher meeting. i love to attend these. cause can sit there and listen to my sister's teacher complain about her. opps! :)

11 march. Friday
went out yuanshen. went somerset again. though i think the previous outing with hidayah is so so much enjoyable. hahaha! went to watch my long-wanted 'adjustment bureau'. have been wanting to watch that, but i don't really understand the movie. hahaha! :)
before watching, went to eat botak jones. actually wanted to swensens, for the points, but they don't seem to want to serve us. eating at botak jones is like feeding the mosquitos! just by sitting there, i have like 4 mosquito bites, worse one, got one bite my feet.
after watching, went to scape. saw my beloved boyfriend's shop, STAGE. nice! :) also went to play the UFO catcher and caught a toy. actually its a promotion. if you play up to $10 and never catch anything, you can get any toy inside free. of course SOMEONE wasn't pro enough, thats why play until $10 then in the end get the toy free.

12 march, Saturday
went to IT fair with my sister and yuanshen. not very enjoyable because of the walking. but cause wanted to get a itouch 4, so went there to check the price. i think IT fair is really not my type. not very interested but we bought a printer cartridge refill and my sister bought a portable speaker. :)

13 march, Sunday.
received sister's sms at 1 plus saying she will miss me! :)
going to THAIIILANDD! super excited that i couldnt sleep. our flight was at 7.10 but we need to reach the airport 2 hours earlier. so we left our house at around 4.30. my first time taking an airplane!!! don't laugh at me okay! when on the plane, was actually quite scared. but after it take off, it really feels very good and got addicted to the feeling. :)
after touching down, we checked in to the hotel and rest a while. our a while became one and a half hour. then we went to the weekend market. we seriously bought like super lot of things. shopped from like 3pm to 7pm. then head back to the hotel.

14 march, Monday
wanted to go to another shopping mall. but there was one guy who recommended about another place to pray. so we decided to go there to pray and went to walk walk around. then went shopping at MBK. the place is quite boring. didn't have much to shop. then went to eat delicious yet cheap seafood. some unhappy things happened along the way but i am clear we cleared things up and someone sort of gave in. :)

15 march, Tuesday.
my dad got scared of the way we were shopping and decided to stay in the hotel to rest. i bet he enjoyed himself in the hotel, no need to walk for hours with us and carry our things.
went to shop in platinum mall. but we realised we have been shopping in the wrong zone of the mall. no wonder we didn't get the cheap price that we wanted.
after that, went for thai massage. first time going for thai massage! the whole process was so ticklish. wanted to laugh but cannot. hahaha! but after the massage, really feel very relaxed. :)
after that met my dad's friend. i feel they are a weird gang of people with no sense. they booked a mini bus to transport 12 people, which we could just take 3 taxi, which is so much cheaper. and then they also brought us to some place that has so many bars, which is like R21 place. -.-
what's worse was the boyfriend is like staring at some big boob girl in front of the girlfriend. if it was me, i will go to him and give him a tight slap and shun bian gorge out his eyes. shall not be affected by some brainless people.

16 march, Wednesday
heading back to Singapore equal taking a plane again!
and another good news! i received my new samsung galaxy ace phone too! :)
received another sms from sister that she miss me again! :)

17 march, Thursday
got angry with somebody, like sister too. so decided to cancel the meeting.
and today i received the IRAS call to ask me to go for temporary job. :)

tomorrow, going science center and maybe going for the mega food expo! yummy! :)
i believe that great things will just keep coming my way. ♥

2011-01-10T13:51:00.001+08:00

I think my beliefs changed as times goes by.
In the past, I thought sacrifices for them are all worth it.
In the past, I believe that choosing them over others is always the right choice.
In the past, I thought these people are the ones who will always be around.
In the past, I thought there are such things as forever.
But apparently, time proves otherwise. 患难见真情.
I will stop being naive and face reality. there is a reason why they didnt make it to my future.

2011-01-07T04:58:00.008+08:00

i know that was the last goodbye. i hope you are happy, wherever you are now. we will all miss you. i am glad we spend enough time together, at least, i feel that is no regrets. thanks for everything you have done. if it wasn't you, there wouldn't me today.
i miss the times you do my hair.
i miss the times you tell me about my past.
i miss your everything.

2010-11-07T00:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEE YUAN SHEN!

i realised that i have never wished you happy birthday through my blog. so here it is! :)

thanks for everything you have done, all the sacrifices you have made.

thanks for always fetching and sending me home.

thanks for giving in to me all the time.

thanks for being there whenever i need you.
thanks for all your attempted surprises which always fail thanks to me.

thanks for putting with all my nonsense, unreasonableness, temper.
thanks for all the changes you made.
thanks for being my companion, my best friend, my punching bag.
lastly, thanks for the haagen dazs, tibits and your one-hour-walk prata. :)

i know whatever i have put you through wasn't easy for you, but i know you still pressed on.

i know i am always a terrible girlfriend, and yet, thanks for loving me.
colourful! ♥

2010-10-24T20:46:00.009+08:00

there is a reason why people wouldn't stay where they are,

maybe sometimes love just aren't enough.

2010-10-21T18:02:00.014+08:00

i know my last post was like 20 august, before the youth olympics holidays and now its like october, one week of school re-open. i bet everyone is like awaiting my next post! :)

today, me and sister took an hour ride to school and realised that lesson was cancelled! its so irritating! wasted our time to take to school and then take back, though we aren't really looking forward to the lesson too. to think we decide to be nice and hardworking girls and did our tutorial. so, lesson learnt: we shall always lookup our blackboard to check if lessons are cancelled.

however, i am glad that there will usually be someone who keeps me company during the long one-hour ride, making it not so boring! thanks sister, jonathan and yuanshen! :)

2010-08-20T12:24:00.002+08:00

i realised i haven't been blogging since school ended.

all the projects are done except for IS, which would be completed by kianhua right? :) now what's left are all the 3 tests and there goes this semester! time seriously flies! blink blink, and we are completing our poly soon, ready to step into the working society. i think its time for me to grow up, stop liking disney princess, winnie the pooh. no more mickey mouse and tom and jerry. its time to talk about shares! i don't think i am ready. hahaha! :)

lastly, HAPPY 2YEARS, 4MONTHS AND 6 DAYS to sister! <3

nope, this is not for you, yuanshen. don't think too much. :)

2010-08-12T18:51:00.002+08:00

sometimes i just feel that everything seems so unimportant to you.

is it so insignificant to you?

2010-07-23T00:21:00.004+08:00

to you, everyone is at fault. you are always right. you scold everyone that offended you, no matter who the person is, using the strongest vulgarities you have in your dictionary. all you give is attitude even though none of us stepped on your tail. you are the same as him, don't deny that fact.

i don't say that i was not at fault. but its just a minor thing, must you like use all these words to scold. you know why people treat you like that? reflect on yourself. there must be a reason for it.

to another you, you think its funny? let me tell you, its not.

2010-07-21T21:48:00.005+08:00

i have the meanest boyfriend on earth! these are evidences that he is.

i was a poor little girl, who was just craving for a delicious bowl of prawn noodles. however, the uncle who was selling the prawn noodles was very fierce looking and i was very scared to buy from him. so, i asked LEE YUANSHEN to help me buy a bowl and asked him to add chilli to it. i guess he was very reluctant and very very unhappy. so, this is what he did to my bowl of prawn noodles.

this was not the end. he said that he couldn't send me home because of something important. but, when me and sister was on the bus, he was sitting in front of us. then we saw this sight. look at him, enjoying every moment.

now i understand, he wanted to poison me with two spoons of chilli, so that he can be with this girl. i know i not as pretty and gentle as her, also don't need like that treat me one right!? :(

this is my blog. this is the truth. :)

2010-07-20T12:34:00.003+08:00

been forced to blog by sister. but seriously, nothing to blog about.

everyday is just so busy. just completed our MA project. had good time making fun of someone and his actions. "i go home first ah, tomorrow got meetup for project?"

next up is TWT presentation, audit discussion and test, audit project, IS project and IAP.
this week, there is a IS test that i have not even started studying.
i think this semster, i am going to be so dead. so many things cramped up. time is never enough.
and i am hungry now.

sister, is this sufficient? :)

you suck,lee yuanshen (you asked for it right?)

2010-06-27T17:22:00.002+08:00

THE SWAN PRINCESS

i miss this show! i remember watching this show everytime i go my auntie's house.

i still remember the show is in the big big disc, that i believe no one has it already.

i shall go on a quest to find this show! :)

2010-06-14T23:31:00.005+08:00

exams are over and at last we can rest for 2 weeks before starting a tiring schedule again!

thursday went out to meet grace and hidayah right after my last exam. met grace first and its really super long since i met her. its around a year. i remembered the last time we met was the time we went for wayne's church carnival. hahaha! and hidayah, we promised that we meetup at least once a month. hahaha! went to eat and took alot of picture. (wanted by grace)! :)

friday went out with sister, yuanshen and jonathan. went to k-box and bought a promotion package that allows us to go there everyday till 30 june, from 11am to 7pm. so, we should be going there to do project from now on till 30 june. hahaha.

had a wonderful day with a wonderful movie, wonderful game and a wonderful bookmark. thanks for sacrificing your soccer game to send me home! :)

your L.G.M.H! <3

2010-06-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

2010-06-02T23:53:00.004+08:00

thats exactly what i am feeling now, cause i realised you just dont understand what i am feeling.

其实你不懂我的心。

2010-06-02T21:54:00.004+08:00

at last IAP is over. losing sleep because of that and now, it seems like i have a sleeping disorder. been feeling sleepy at weird timing. and all projects FOR THIS TERM, is completed. now, its MST time! :)

shall start studying from tomorrow. bought a $5 game today from popular! (okay, i didnt buy it, someone paid for it) actually played it before when i was young, with my cousins.

to shuwen, remember speedy eggbert and spooky castle? :)

anyway, you are not the only one who is in a relationship. we have not been going out on a date for ages. please be more considerate and dont think the world revolves around you only. & thanks to you, our relationship seems to be a mess. thanks alot.

2010-05-10T22:23:00.004+08:00

these few days have been a problematic week. my computer has so much problems, making me so worried and frustrated.

my computer was a breading ground for trojan horse. whole system got eaten up by the virus, that makes me to reformat my whole computer. i thought that i have backed-up my files, so i felt that, it wasn't that bad. but, when we tried to open the files in the hard-drive, it doesn't allow me to open and kept prompting me re-format it. then, the very next day, my charger spoil.

worse is, it all happened on consecutive days.

luckily there are so many people trying their best to save my computer. :)

thanks mummy for asking around for the charger price from different people and calling your friends regarding the compatible battery and the charger. <3

thanks papa for asking his friend to recover the data from the hard-drive. it really helped me alot and makes me feel safer, knowing that the data are still with me! <3

thanks uncle and auntie, for trying their best to recover the data from the hard-drive and accompanying me to Sim Lim to buy the compatible charger. :)

thanks sister for cheering me up and making me feel much better, telling me that many things can be retrieved by downloading again and taken from you all! <3

thanks yuanshen for trying his best to help me in different aspects and cheering me up, helping me recall what is inside the hard-drive that is important. <3

JUST WANT TO SAY, THANK YOU EVERYONE! :)

because of this, i went to borrow a book, 再苦也要笑一笑！so, SMILE! :)

2010-05-01T17:14:00.009+08:00

sometimes i feel, the way things turn out to be are so weird and ironic. in the past, when i wanted things to be this way, i didnt happen. when i gave up on that thinking, suddenly things became the things i wanted it to be. why must this happen so late? late for 5 years.

do you know that i miss you? how i wish things didnt turn out the way it is and if only i treasure what i had back then.

learn to be contented, count my blessing

-adeline's psychology notes

i am glad that i have important people in the different stages of my life. though there isnt many, but to me, thanks to these people, i dont feel lonely in my life. thanks! <3

i must learn to change from "why cant you.." to "you are.."

i will try not to let history repeat itself, and let myself live with regrets.

想对你说声对不起，用错的方式去爱你，因为我太在意。

2010-04-11T18:27:00.004+08:00

next week is the last week of ITP. look forward to it and wants to go back to school as soon as possible. i miss the teachers. i miss the yong tau fu. i miss the bus-rides.

meet hidayah last week. in short, we both hate office work. she is doing copy and paste, while i am doing printing and stuff. and, we both hate wearing formal. anyway, thanks for the schedule book! i promise i will use it! <3

this week is just super torturing. but at least managed to have lunch with sister at starbucks, which is seriously great! all the complains and grumbles. and sister, i finally know why i am not asked to follow the team already. apparently, it wasnt the senior fault, neither was it my manager's fault. it was the CLIENT'S FAULT! room too small to fit another me!

i believe this week would be a better week. MILO, HERE I COME! :)

sometimes i wonder, it is worth it, to always give in to me?

2010-03-28T09:10:00.003+08:00

this whole ITP is quite sucky. although as compared to jamie and woon shan, i am so much better cause occasionally i do go on engagement and the people that are in the job are nice.

but still, have they ever wondered, we are AUDIT INTERN, not ADMIN INTERN. we should be doing audit isnt it?

making it worse, there is ONE insensitive person. knowing that we are unhappy that we stay in the office and get to do admin, she came to tell us "i did alot of things, did statutory audit and its quite fun." worse is, few days later, i did statutory audit and its not fun at all. stop rubbing in and showing off.

anyway, i think the only thing that i got from the ITP is that i realised how supportive you can be and the only thing to look forward everyday is meeting you after work.

And, not forgetting, I MISS SISTER! thanks for the sweet wall post and the sweet blog post. and your post is super true and thats what i seriously feel too! thanks for being my quality friend too! :)

and not forgetting, i met really wonderful colleagues in the company. i know these people will never get to read this but this is really from the bottom of my heart.

thanks lex for the wonderful advice and though i only talked to you for like the less than half an hour, its really nice knowing you and talking to you in the cab. i will always remember your advice. and thanks for helping me with the authenticating process with the banks! :)

thanks sandra for teaching as much as you can. its really great working with you and i look forward to work with you again in April. and thanks for helping me claim my taxi fare, knowing that my salary is quite low. and good luck in getting booked in lex's job. :)

thanks cui hui for teaching so much too! thanks for letting me try the job myself and you guide me along, letting me learn as much as i can. thanks for teaching more than you should too. and thanks for letting me know how nice he actually is. :)

lastly, i want to thank my manager, liang kwang. at first, i really dont like him cause he is always pek chek when i talk to him and always give me admin to do. but slowly, i realised he is quite nice.

2010-03-14T14:52:00.003+08:00

started work for a week and i am seriously loving weekends! never really realise how wonderful weekends can be, cause during school days, everyday seems to be the same - relaxed!
now weekends are days where its tees and shorts and slippers and waking up late. :)
unlike weekdays! HEELS, SKIRTS AND OFFICE WEAR! :(

anyway, thanks for being there for me that day. really felt quite terrible and horrible that day but i was glad that you were there, trying to cheer me up and comfort me! thanks for all the support and not forgetting the sweet smses you send. <3
thanks mummy too! <3
i know i scared the both of you that day! :)
couldnt have made it without the both of you. thanks alot! <3

i am glad that things turns out fine and hope things stay the way it is but i dont mind if things turn out better. :)

and to you, i admit i was harsh. but maybe thats how you talk too.
you yourself know how annoying is that. i believe you would react in a worse manner than me. i have no doubt in that.

2010-03-01T05:45:00.004+08:00

now its 5.45am and i am blogging.

wanted to stay up late to study for exams but seriously got too bored of it. so, i took out the letters that were written in secondary school and read through.

it definitely brings back so many wonderful memories! i seriously miss those times. i remembered that we always spent most of our lesson times to write letters. and most amazing thing is, we are actually in the same classroom. we could just walk to each other's table and just say whatever we want. we also love pestering each other to reply the letters.

grace, hidayah, beatrice, eloise, jiawen, yihui and kj.

thanks for the wonderful letters.

i hope everything is going well with your life.

i know we dont meetup often or never, but i still love you all.

miss those good old times! <3

if only time can go back. :)

2010-02-24T20:32:00.003+08:00

today i found out something!

now i know why beatrice wants meet up and have lots of things to update!

i will try to meet you after my exams cause i look forward to your UPDATES after reading your blog!

i know i have been a bad friend, unable to meet up all my friends.

SORRY! :(

its all exams, presentation, projects and other things.

i really miss those times. reading your blog makes me feel like restarting everything, back to square one.

( i hate it when i use grey)

2010-02-19T03:10:00.006+08:00

i know this is a little late to post this, but just want to say

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

today is a great day cause i saw both of my beloved! watch one episode of 海派甜心. luo zhixiang is super funny and super cute and super handsome. my eyes just glued to the television. so going to watch it after exams. next, at 8pm, channel U was showing 回家走走, and it's pornsak!

absence makes the heart fonder, its seriously true.

but after the absence, its back to normal.

2010-01-31T21:18:00.003+08:00

i really dont like it when i am just being nice and what i get is that!

it just doesnt pay to be kind.

2010-01-29T15:11:00.002+08:00

supposed to be doing my RWPS report now but seems to get distracted by so many things.

especially PLANT VS. ZOMBIE!

and i have a kitten! :)

my sister picked it up from her school.

its a girl and her name is miki. :)

2010-01-11T00:14:00.003+08:00

thanks sister and jonathan for the pencil case! i know i have too many rubbish that you decided to get a BIG pencil case for me! :)

AND, thanks sister for the cow notebook containing a awesome, sweet and long letter in it! and the flamingo pen! its pink and you have the black one. so, we shall use it during our exams, let the invigilator stare at us for the whole exam. love you alot! <3

and thanks weijun (though you are forced) for driving sister to collect the present.

and i finally pierced my ear! and so did sister! :)

2010-01-01T23:16:00.003+08:00

its 2010!

spent my last day of 2009 and first day of 2010 with my family and i am glad that i spent it with them. afterall, family are the most important people.

went on a short cruise trip and then a dinner. the cruise is supposed to change our luck and i hope it really works.

the dinner was great. there was lucky draws, about 100 prizes to win. we won a toaster, a hairdryer, a mini fan and lastly the fourth prize, which is an expensive watch. there was a treasure hunt too and we came in third! ( i think its because there wasnt much people who was playing).

then there was fireworks, although it was alittle blocked by the trees.

anyway, great countdown!

i believe 2010 will be a great and awesome year, definitely better than 2009!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009-12-30T22:33:00.018+08:00

2 more days and we shall say good-de bye to 2009!

had a simple birthday lunch with my mum, my sister and someone super extra. steamboat was great! then went shopping. the day ended so quickly!

mummy, i hope you like the pen. cause you are indeed a special mum to me!

thanks for being such a great mum! <3

thanks jesslyn for the soup bowl and the handphone strap! i know i am a princess, thats why you chose a princess crown! i am glad that you enjoyed your birthday with your friends! <3

thanks mr. EXTRA, who joined us for the steamboat. thanks for the belated birthday celebration at underwater world. i love stingrays! <3

and not forgetting the necklace! and the stingray! and the caramel chocolates! <3

i know i have been a horrible girlfriend. but i just want to say, its great to have you by my side.

thanks friends for the birthday wishes! love you all! <3

i would rather be happy for the rest of the 364 days.

celebrated christmas with my mum's japanese friend and her daughter!

"hi, i am hideka. i dont like mushrooms."

great way of introducing herself! she is super super cute!

went liliput, a mini gold course with them. great place too! super fun to play golf! we shall go back there again. i believe her daughter enjoyed herself, seeing the way she jumped around. :)

spent my second last day of 2009 with my beloved hidayah! (this is what she wanted me to blog about)

went to coffee club with her to look for job and then went to watch avarta. great show!

though its like 2 hours plus, which she finds it way too long and the characters are way too ugly and blue. hahaha! :)

good luck in your job, hope you get it! you will get the job, cause jolene went with you! miss me lotsssss! :)

2009-12-20T17:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG & JESSLYN!

2009-12-13T20:12:00.004+08:00

exams are over! :)

went out to watch NEW MOON with sister. first, we took a bus with sandro to somerset station.
then we started our quest in search of cineleisure. we talked and played until we realised that we almost reach dhoby ghaut, when we saw the istana. then we walked back to the bus-stop where we alight. we were so puzzled that sister called her dad to ask if cineleisure has closed down!
we then realised that we walked the opposite direction. actually wanted to catch the show at 10.40, but due to some EXERCISE, we watched the 11.30 show.

the show was not bad!
then we continued our quest in exploring orchard road. we seriously look like two tourist, trying very hard to find our way to lucky plaza. we were walking in orchard central and there was like nothing that suits us.

then, sister suddenly said, "let's go, 亲爱的！"

i promised her that i will put this in my blog. :)

then we went into lucky plaza, wanting to try the prawn noodle that she said that its very delicious. but she cant seem to find the stall. then we went to shop at far east plaza. wanted to find the shop that i bought my shirt with grace, but i cant seem to find the stall. i think we two direction idiot needs a map of orchard road when we go out. for the first time, i didnt buy any thing.

walked to the bus-stop then took a bus home together.
tired after all those walking but it was awesomeee! !@#$%^ bye! <3

2009-11-29T20:16:00.003+08:00

i changed my mind.
i dont want and not going to be independent! :)
why would i want to be independent when i have so many people who stand by me, giving me support whenever i need.
it really feels good to know that people care.
thanks friends!
i really love you! <3

2009-11-25T23:02:00.004+08:00

it hurts to realise that no one seems to be on your side, supporting you.
但我是不倒翁!
i will stand up again, on my own.
cause i have learnt to be independent!
but i still want to thank all who advise and cheered me up! <3
i can do it, keep it up! :)

2009-11-24T22:49:00.006+08:00

i am super glad things went well.
its like a rock in my heart has fallen.
thanks! :)

thanks for the smses! it really cheers me up!
super touched!
at least i know there are people out there who truely cares and loves me! <3
i love you! <3

2009-11-23T11:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH!

although we dont meet up often, but i still love you alot alot! <3

i miss the times we spent after tuition and stuff, buying chocolate bread and pudding milk tea, not forgetting snow ice too!

we can also talk about almost anything.

i remember whenever we have time before or between tuitions, we will take neoprints, which i still have it at home.

remember we always wait for KFC coupons so that the two-piece chicken will be cheaper and we will be taking so many chili sauce as if we are eating chili sauce instead.

WORMY LOVE DUCKY! <3

you thought i would be blogging about it?

so sorry, i wont.

cause you dont deserve a place in my blog.

why should i dirty my blog?

you have no right to judge, reflect on yourself first.

2009-10-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

WORK'S OVER! :)
havent been using the computer since start of work. everyday after work is like tired and the only thing i want to do is to SLEEP.

one more week and school re-opens!
bet everyone misses this princess! ;)

2009-09-20T15:13:00.000+08:00

i hate it when i stay at home, doing absolutely nothing.
cause i will start thinking about things.
thats why working is good.
it keeps you away from thinking.
its scary to realise it.
and i really hate the feeling.

comparing seriously sucks.

2009-09-05T12:56:00.001+08:00

at last all the exams are over! seriously didnt sleep well during the exams.
even sleeping, i would try to recall all the theory and stuff! how stresssssed!
just glad that exams are over. (though i feel rather lost and bored with nothing to do)
been shopping and shopping since exams ended.

thursday went shopping with mum. it was a bad choice of bringing me out. she was the one paying for everything. thats the good thing when you dont bring wallet! :):)

then went shopping with adeline and yuanshen. actually its we two accompanying her for the search of her shoes and bag.

NEVER EVER GO SHOPPING WITH ADELINE WHEN SHE WANTS TO BUY SHOES!

in the end, we walked the ion, from basement 1 to 4 about four times and she still decide on what she wants to buy. so, she didnt buy a single thing!
she didnt spend a single cent that day, except for the coffee and cake at coffea bean!
good luck WJ! happy shopping with her today. hope you wear a good pair of walking shoe!
and by the way, dont need to bring much money, she wont buy anything anyway! :)

look forward to working on monday!
WORK=MONEY!!! :)

2009-08-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

I WANT MY FRIDGE TO BE STACKED WITH HAGEN DAZ ICE-CREAM, ALL FLAVOURS EXPECIALLY GREENTEA!

if it really happens, it would indeed be a dream come true!
i really dreamt about a fridge stacked with hagen daz ice-cream.

then, on saturday, my aunt called, asking my mum to make a trip down to her house to collect hagen daz ice-cream. when we went up to choose the flavours of ice-cream, she opened the fridge, i was shocked. her fridge was REALLY stacked with hagen daz ice-cream!
three tubs on top of one another!
my dream came true! its just that it wasnt my fridge, it was my aunt's one! :(

how i wish, that fridge belongs to ME.

2009-08-10T16:46:00.001+08:00

-i realised i didnt post this-

i dont feel lonely, cause i know i have friends who always care for me.
although its not as many as i had in secondary, i am contented.
i am so going to contact all my friends!
i want to tell them that i love them alot.

thanks adeline, i dont feel lonely because i have my DEAR.
iloveyoualot. <3
and stop reading all my small words. its not for you! :)

2009-08-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

我看得出，你很努力很努力的迁就我。
但是，你认为值得吗？
你这样会开心吗？
有可能，我真的累了。
我不知道我能撑到几时。
给我时间，等我想通。
等我渐渐忘记那件事。

amazing, i can type in chinese.
though i asked my sister how does the word look like. :)
but still, excellent job, jolene!

sometimes i feel so lonely.
with no one truely understand me.
those who understands me, slowly drifts apart.

2009-08-07T13:10:00.000+08:00

while reading grace's blog, i stumbled upon this post that i feel its rather interesting and quite true. (dont mind i copy it ah.)

The greatest irony of love:

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you're already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be ours again.

For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fall not because the absence of love - love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little.

As we all know the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here's a piece of advice: Let go when you're hurting too much. Give up when love isn't enough, & move on when things are not like before. For sure,

there is someone out there who will love you even more.

2009-08-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

FF project and tax exam is O.V.E.R!
but there is business law project is next. and 3 weeeks later, exams are coming.

actually have nothing much to blog. just feel super bored. :)
and i want to go science centre again!
i want to eat haagen daz green tea ice-cream again!

been a longgggg time since we meet up.
we will meet up soon, beatrice and hidayah!
cause i know you miss this pretty little princess! :)
iloveyou! <3

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!
and dont know whether will you read this post anot.
i know this post came a little late.
now, we are in different schools and have our own social circles, i still remember the times we spent together.
i remember we will always take neoprints, until i have so many. and now, we realised that it was such a waste of money.
i remember we will always go for recess together and smuggle food up to class, looking out for teachers.
i remember i will always go our house and watch show, play dynasty warriors.
i remember we will always sit at the staircase and talk, gossip.
although now we dont really meet up, sometimes not even holidays, but i want you to know that i still love you alot!
you will still be my best best friend and we will stay as close as before!
i am only a phone call away! :)

sometimes, its not i dont care.
you dont even treat me as a friend, why should i?
and you dont tell, how to care?
adeline, this is not for you, dont read. :)

sometimes i miss you. i dont know why.
everything just come back.
i know its wrong, but i still do it.
i am sorry.

2009-07-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

saturday was indeed a fun day.
thanks to everyone who i went out with! <3

morning, went out with him. went to science centre!

I LOVE THE SCIENCE CENTRE!

everyone should really visit the science centre, cause its very fun.
and sister, one day i am really going to pull you along. or else, we will not have our drive-through trip! :)
even john wants to go to the science center! lets go there one day! :)
and we should also arrange our class outing as going to the science centre! :)
stupid yuanshen, say why i wear until very simple, like not going out. then we walk back to my house to change! then went to eat my HAPPY MEAL! got a dinosaur toy! then went in to play! SUPER FUNNNN!

i definitely want to go there again! i havent finish all the zones!
and i am so happy, cause i managed to witness the WHOLE process of the hatching of a chick!
next, i want to go DISCOVERY CENTRE and the ZOO! :)
beatrice, lets go the ZOO one day. its been a long time since i visit the ZOO.
i bet the animals misses me

in the evening, went out with shirley, martin, john, yuanshen and sister!
went out to watch HARRY POTTER!
ate long john silver after waiting for the arrival of shirley! :)
was laughing and talking the whole meal. then went to collect the movie ticket.
we managed to win 2 cruise trip from the GV jackpot! *one for one (1 ticket is $1900++)
the show was NICE! cause i manage to understand it. hahahha.
took train home and seriously, we were super noisy. the whole train was filled with all our laughter! :)
sorry martin, john and sister, you three had to miss your favourite show:

"爱"

words can sometimes hurt and spells out other meaning that are not meant.

2009-07-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

at last my world today interview is O.V.E.R.
overall, its okay la. though i was very nervous about it and i realised i did something SUPER STUPID! :(

anyway, thank you! :)
thanks for helping me with my project, even though its my project and you need not do.
but still, you did your best to help me.
sorry for saying such words and always flaring up at you.
i can sense that you were rather scared during that period of time.
i hope things will be better and we will be happier.
and for the first time,
HAPPY 13 MONTHS! <3

and SISTER, i love you! thanks for helping me with my project too.
thanks for all the comments and advices!
and always telling me that things will go fine! <3

its the quality of friends, not the quantity.
i am glad that i have quality friends.
these are the people who deserve my heart and time.
iloveyou, myfriendssss! <3

2009-07-07T13:05:00.000+08:00

have not been blogging for ages. i bet everyone misses me! :)
just finished MST!
but still have THE WORLD TODAY project! :(

i dont think i can do well.
cause i didnt even finish my FACC paper, still left balance sheet!
forgot to bring my calculator, had to use some old calculator for FF paper, which blacked out during the exam! i had to use mental calculation to do the paper! :(

last day of paper went out with sister and yuanshen, the lamp-post. it was supposed to be a date for me and sister only, who ask you to tag along! :)
went to watch DRAG ME TO HELL! its rather scary that i had to protect sister and prevent her from leaving the cinema. if it wasnt me, she would be running out of the cinema already, right sister? :)
it was very scary that i went to sleep with my mum that night. and so did sister! :)

sometimes i wonder, are you really my friend
do you even treat me as one?
cause it seems like you only come to me when you need help.
you dont seem to be sincere in being my friend.
hence, i dont see why should i scarifice my time for you?
i am glad i have friends that deserve my time! :)

everything is fine now. thanks for the sms.
at least i know that you care.
and that you didnt do it on purpose.
iloveyoutoo! <3

2009-06-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

its been a month since i blogged. busy princess didnt have the time to do so.
wanted to blog on 2 june so it would be exactly one month a post.
but too lazy to on the laptop and wait for the computer to boot. :)

LAZINESS KILLS!

yesterday went out in the morning to watch the charity show at HDB hub with my sister, her FRIEND, sister and him. went for the rehearsal the day before but there wasnt luo zhixiang! :(
so went there again on the actual day. was rather disappointing cause cannot really see him close-up. but still, at least i saw him, through a glass of door! :)
but sister just told me that luo zhixiang was at HDB hub performing at 2, which makes me feel like dying! :(

I SHALL FLY TO TAIWAN AND CAMP AT HIS HOUSE DOWNSTAIRS! :(

but the place was super crowded! everyone squeezing each other, pushing here and there. and luo zhixiang fans are like everywhere. it seems like everyone came to see luo zhixiang.

i managed to talk to ruien and shook ouxuan's hand. but i want to shake luo zhixiang's hand instead! :(

overall, it was fun. but it would definately be better if i can see him nearer. :)

if you think you just want to go out alone, just you and her.

then why ask me along?

what's the meaning of doing that?

2009-05-03T12:09:00.000+08:00

watched signal of life 252 with beatrice and hidayah. and then watched x-men with him. both show are nice! but i lost my ez-link card! :(
whoever pick up my ez-link, please return it to me. cause i love my ez-link card! :)

thanks hidayah and beatrice for my birthday present. my luo zhixiang's newest album! especially hidayah, thanks for queueing for his signature. the poster is at my bed, so that i can admire his handsome and cute face whenever i sleep. and thanks for the keychain too!

iloveyou!<3

p.s, i know you wasnt really happy with him when he shake your hand, but he explained to me that he needed the toilet badly, thats why! so dont angry with him, okay? :) jolene still loves you the most. and i know you too! <3

2009-04-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

to adeline:
thanks for the post! our friendship will last, if you continue calling me PRINCESS and keep saying that i am nice and awesome-est! :)
and i wore the little miss twin shirt first, so its you who copied me, dont deny! :)
thanks for the shoppings, coffee dates and stuff. we still have a name tag to do at gift-a-name, dont forget! and at the same time, go shopping again! :)
short and sweet post! :)

lastly, thanks for loving me, cause i love you too! <3

ORIGINAL ~~pirated~~ CONVERSE.

2009-04-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

holidays are boring. quite glad that school started TODAY!
holidays went out like almost everyday. although not supposed to, but with mummy's help, always managed to sneak out of the house. thanks mummy! love you! <3

played dynasty warriors (PSP & computer version). super fun! love LU BU! :)
also played game of life and monoploy. and it seems like i won most of the time. someone won once only. watching 蜡笔小新. hahaha! :)

went out with pinjen and jiamin for dinner at hongkong cafe, talking about work and school, asking me about her sixth sense! was supposed to go out for a movie that saturday but pinjen too tired after working.

went for SPOT camp and almost died there. its rather a miracle that i survived the waterfall climb, didnt fall from the waterfall and die! had a great time looking at the stars at night at telunas beach, talking and taking pictures with natasha, bernie and pamela. nice gossiping after bath. had sun-burnt and was peeling like a snake.

went out with hidayah, just to have a bowl of milk snow ice, a cup of pudding milk tea. just like we did years back, when we were having tuition in sec 3 & 4.
went out with beatrice for a plate of roti prata and a show in her house, counting the numbers of caterpillars we see around the area. went out with both of them for a movie, 17 again, admiring zac efron instead of the story line.

went back for band practice with jasmine to visit my juniors. saw mr goh and mdm pey(the witch, while jolene is snow white! :) 'seven dwarfs' went to another school to teach), hearing them asking me, why am i still so short?, like always. saw the scores and dont understand a thing and wanlin testing me the notes. and a great chat with jasmine and we promised to meet up for chats! :)

went out for shopping with adeline to shop for t-shirts. BUGIS! went to play the mini arcade for 10 years old and below and it was her suggestion to play! won 2 pencils and a eraser each and promised to keep it! and at the gift-a-name, was flooding her with, 'you sure you want to make the name tag?'. took a long time deciding and in the end, didnt buy due to time constraint. went creative with sister that day too, and i fell on the wet stairs, with painful ankles.

done summarising. did it just to save this dead blog. :)

2009-04-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

to pinjen:
i read the post. thats so sweeeet of you! didnt really expect my name to be there!
its been a long time we met up. since graduation day, we havent really get together and talk, until recently, thanks to LUO ZHIXIANG.
i love the lovely poster. thanks for remembering that i love him and when you got the poster, you remembered me.
keep in contact and we shall meet up every christmas, like we did the year before.

love,
princess :)

2009-04-01T11:54:00.000+08:00

to grace:
we will always be, like what you say, BESTEST BEST BUDDY.
although we are in different school now, we will make a point to call each other and go SHOPPING! nothing is going to change! we went through so many things together and i believe our friendship will continue. till the end. loves! :)

was touched by the post. didnt expect that lovely post.
its really great that you remembered me.

2009-03-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

today went out with grace and beatrice.

in the morning, was supposed to meet beatrice on the bus at 8. but i was late and didnt manage to reach the bus-stop in time. so, we decided to meet at potong pasir to have breakfast. after discussion, we had decided to go marina to have our breakfast. so, i thought we will be meeting at marina. however, when i was about to reach marina, beatrice called me and said that she is waiting for me at potong pasir. in the end, i waited for her at marina.

went to eat breakfast at burger king and then went to arcade. wanted to go watch movie but golden village only open after 11.3o. after playing arcade, went to play space catcher. then grace came and she joined in the space catcher team! hahaha!

after they had enough of playing, went to pan pacific hotel and mandarin hotel to ask if there is any vancanies for part time banquet. had a rather hard time finding the back door of the hotels. think we walked round the carpark for a few times. green zone then blue zone then green zone again.

went macdonalds to have a drink and chatted. shopped and walked around. went to some shops to try on some expensive dress or whatever you call that. grace bought a nice top or whatever you call that.

after that going to queensway with beatrice to meet her friends.
i found a luo zhixiang fan! :)
waited for her to finish her meeting then took a bus home. went macdonalds to buy dinner and ate in the bus. was rather afraid there is a bus conductor who would suddenly appear.

had a great chat with beatrice leeeeeee. talked about alot of things. i realised that we grew up alot, from sec 1. been together since then. though there are small quarrels here and there, but hey, we been through so much together, i believe that we have many years to go. stay close and friends forever. grace, beatrice and hidayah.

FOREVER SIXTEEN! :)

special thanks to grace
for the birthday present.
cute and nice organiser! and the princess sticker! :)
lovessssssss! <3

anyway, i want to thank pinjen for the luo zhixiang poster! :)
had a great dinner that day with you and jiamin at hongkong cafe.
meet up often and all the best.
thanks and lovesss! <3

i am going to call up all my sec 4's friends that i took them for granted.
shall forget everything! :)

2009-02-28T16:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE DAY!
(actually, just wanted to upload this wonderful picture)

thanks for the flower. i know its for me. :)

2009-02-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRR!
and holidays are here. looking forward to this day for a long time.
quite sick of studying but on the other hand, feels so empty after all the exams. so weird that i dont need to go to school for 8 weeks and dont need to touch any notes for 8 more weeks. i am still glad that exams are over.

there are so many things that i want to do:

i want to play maple.
i want to watch videos especially 娱乐百分百.
i want to work.
i want to go out and SHOPPINGGGGG!

i am tired. of everything thats happening.
maybe i am just not ready.
i feel that i have many yet none.
leaving me feel envious.

you are my exception

-he's just NOT that into you-

2009-02-15T11:15:00.000+08:00

thanks for everything.
i know you went through much thoughts and consultation to get me my gifts.
appreciates the effort! <3
i love the present alot.
and the wrapping paper.

i hope you like mine too.
enjoyed the day with you.
lovesssss! <3

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGQI!

valentine

2009-02-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

here wishing everyone an early
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

i miss celebrating Valentine's Day with all my NanChiau friends.
My best Valentine's Day.
i miss everything in NanChiau.
all the memories..

nevertheless, i hope everyone enjoy their Valentine's Day, be it with their friends or their lovers. hope my sisters will enjoy Valentine's Day and STAY SWEET! :)

have i always thought i made the right choice between the two?
i always thought that you all were the most important people
but slowly, i feel that.. ...
i was wrong.

i am sick and tired of thinking too much.
why cant things just go my way?
cant things just be simple?

cowsssssss

2009-02-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOO-MOO YEAR.

although it came a little late,
just alittle tinny winny bit,
but everyone should understand,
the PRINCESS has lots of duties and work to do.
being a PRINCESS is a tough job.
but this responsibilty lies in the shoulder of LEE CHIEW CHIEW.

just want to tell everyone that,
I LOVE COWS!
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

(discovered my love for COWS during the ITAB project)

everything seems so weird.
just got this weird feeling.
am i forgetten by them?

2009-01-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

~~CRS presentation~~
MOB report
ITAB frontpage presentation
IDEAS presentation
The World Today essay
MOB CA3
PACC. econs, statistics final exams

CRS presentation is over!
after CRS presentation, its MOB report. due on monday
will be meeting up tomorrow to do the report.
after all these projects, presentations and exams, it would be the holidays!
CHALET!
looking forward to it.

i miss my mummy!
she's been working late these few days. didnt even see her since monday.
she comes back when i am sleeping and when i leave the house for school, she is sleeping.
i only see her for 5 minutes in her pyjamas an her sleepy look.
and most of the time, i am rushing for school.
i shall stay awake until she comes back! :)

thanks!

2009-01-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

a big
THANKS to:
adeline sohhhhhhhhhh aka MONSTER.

thanks for accompanying me wait for him by cancelling your lunch appointment with your friend.
really very touched! love you alot! <3

not forgetting marvin.
sorry for holding you back when you want to go home. :)

THANKS AGAIN! :)

2009-01-04T15:52:00.000+08:00

had a great shopping date with sister yesterday. had a great time.

meet her at 12 at AMK cheers then went to eat KFC. sister always bully me. during the whole walk to KFC, she keep calling me a MONSTER. told her that lying is not good, but she keep refusing to admit that jolene is an ANGEL!
haix. cant she just accept the fact? :) hahaha!

after eating KFC, sister, the weirdo, keep asking me if i am full. hahaha. then i realised that she bought a little blueberry CHEESECAKE for me! delicious CHESSECAKE! thanks sister! :)
but she was forced to eat alittle of it though she hates cheese. hahaha! and i love the present! thanks for the LUO ZHIXIANG poker cards! all the pictures on the card are so NICE! and the princess comb and the note book! loves! <3

then we head to bugis by train.
SISTER IS SERIOUSLY AN EMBARRESSMENT!

when she step into the train,
sister : i smell kuay tiao. then i thought she was joking so i said
jolene : angels, like me needs kuay tiao to cover their identity.
sister : *ignored me!*
after a while,
sister : (loudly) i really smell kuay tiao.
lady beside her : *started laughing*

the lady was holding a packet of kuay tiao.
sister stilll dont know and keep telling me that she REALLY smell kuay tiao. then when i told her, she quickly keep quiet and started giggling.
AND, before the lady alight the train, sister popped her head to check and told me, its really kuay tiao.
hahaha! cant stand her.

then we went to bugis street to shop. she had to shop for her chinese new year clothes. think we walked around bugis street for about 4 rounds. we two bought the same shirt with the same colour and decided to wear it for monday's photo-taking. hahaha! she bought her chinese new year clothes and told one of the shop-owner that she is my mother! still say she gave birth to me when she is 7 years old.

after we decided that we had enough of walking, we went to the BHG and went into the playland. seeing those kids play really make us laugh.
sister is so childish! she went to sit on kiddy rides!
so big already still snatch kiddy rides from little kids. what a disgrace! hahaha! :)
shall upload the picture when i am free. hahaha!

overall, nice shopping date and thanks for the presents! lovessss! <3

2009-01-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

its 2009.

a brand new year. a brand new beginning.
for this new year, i wish everyone will stay healthy and happy.
all the unhappiness and grudges should be left in 2008 while all the happiness MUST be brought forward to 2009.
hope everyone will lead a smooth and peaceful life all year round, without facing major problems in life.
for those who are still studying, all the best in your studies and pass all exams with flying colours
for those who are working, may everything goes smoothly in work.
hope the world will be peaceful and free from all the disasters.

its a start of something new.
but there are some things i would still like to keep from 2008, and bring it forward to 2009.

want to keep my kinship with all my family members.
especially my mummy, my daddy and sister.
no matter what, i love you three! <3
hope everyone in my family will be healthy and safe.
and i also love my grandmother! <3
hope she stay healthy and cheerful.

want to keep my friendships with all my friends, be it poly or secondary.
i really enjoy the times i spend with every single one of them.
i hope all the friendships will continue and grow stronger.
you all makes a GREAT difference in my life! :)
i love all of you! <3

"A friend is a gift one give oneself."

want to keep the relationship with him.
thanks for everything you have done.
enjoy all the happy times spent together.
hope everything will go smoothly for us.
stay strong! <3

"God gave us everything in pairs-

two hands, two eyes, two ear.

But why only one heart?

Because he gave another to someone else for us to go find."

2008-12-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

school had reopened for two days already. and tomorrow is a
self-declared holiday.

just came from malaysia. went there for 4 days and 3 nights.
its rather fun, especially the
SHOPPING PART!
i seriously fell in love with shopping.
i am looking forward to go to more more shopping. its seriously addictive. save more money for more shopping dates.
will be going SHOPPING with sister on this coming saturday! :)

TIMES SQUARE! a great shopping destination in KL.

sorry, i expected too much from you.

2008-12-29T19:07:00.000+08:00

a big THANKS to:
john & jonathan! :)

thanks john for the three boxes of chocolate! chocolates make me SMILEEEEE! :)

thanks jonathan for the gift. i dont know what you call that. nice and beautiful colour. PINK! :) and nice wrapping paper too! WINNIE THE POOH! :)

THANKS ALOT! :)

2008-12-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself.

THANKS TO:
peiqi, mr random, adeline, beatrice, jesslyn, john, jonathan, jasmine chua, graciie, pinjen, mummy, uncle ben, auntie sharon, jovin, luther, bernadine, elizabeth, weiying, hidayah, weeyin, jiawen
for the birthday wishes through smses.

THANKS TO:
mr random, john, shuwen, adeline, beatrice, jass.
for the birthday wishes through tag.

THANKS TO:
peiqi, john and adeline
for the birthday wishes through post.

thanks sister. i love the slideshow with luo zhixiang. and the beautifully done post. not forgetting the nice picture too! yah. i know we have many many more years to go. thanks alot! ;) loves! <3

thanks john. nice video! and who is that beautiful girl in orange? hahaha! thanks for the PINK font. you should stay to like pink. cause its a lovely colour.
THANKS! ;)

thanks mr random for the meal and the cake. although the meal was burnt, but appreciate the thought. hahaha! and thanks for the wallet. hahaha! loves! <3

thanks peiqi for the bag! its very nice and sweet of you! thanks for inviting us to malaysia. going to malaysia for SHOPPING! hope i bring enough money! loves! ;)

thanks for everything! ;) i really appreciated it! loves! <3

happy birthday to jesslyn

2008-12-18T17:09:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i blogged.

life is so boring without SCHOOL & WORK.
but i like it this way.

was sick the past few days. had a rather sexy voice too. its been a long time since i get sick. its said that sick can grow taller. think i did grew a little. (make me happy by saying i did grow.) hahaha!

this holiday is boring. but its a good time to rest.

anyway, just want to wish my 'beloved' sister-JESSLYN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
may all your wishes come true and all the best in your studies.
got what you wanted and treasure it.
STUDY HARD! loves! <3>

my height

2008-12-08T18:37:00.001+08:00

You are a true adventurer, and you live for the thrill.You have a lot of charisma, and you're good at convincing people to join you in your schemes.You are open to the world, and you make connections easily. You have lots of friends.You are likely to have many life paths to choose from. There are many possibilities open to you.You are shorter than most people, but you are taller than an average Guatemalan woman

h o l i d a y s

2008-12-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!

~~5 tests~~ & ~~3 presentation~~
now comes - - - - - -> holidays!

these few days, especially this week. but now its over, so relieved and happy. now i can enjoy myself. dont know how i did for my mst. but for now, i am not going to think about it and just enjoy these 3 weeks.

blinded.

by all the negative points that i cannot see your positive points. comparing you with others. maybe when i lose you then i will start to understand the true meaning of 'cherishing whatever you have'. perhaps thats humans.

2008-12-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

4 tests to go.

1 project to go.

5 more days to go.

2008-11-25T13:21:00.001+08:00

exams are coming and i havent really started studying and yet i am here blogging. so long never blog already. supposed to post this post on saturday. but my laptop no battery and my laptop charger spoil. hahaha.

here to wish miss hidayah a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
been a long time since i see her. was busy with projects and upcoming exams. i bet she misses me alot. all the best in everything you do. excel in your studies and GOOD LUCK! loves!<3

still have 2 more projects to go and 5 tests to study for.

CRS projects is over. but it was a complete disaster! but still, it wasnt easy to complete the project.

THANKS mummy and jesslyn! for accompanying me to macdonalds at 5am to complete my project.
THANKS mummy! for waking up so early, even earlier than me!
THANKS mummy for driving me to macdonalds! loves! <3
THANKS mr random, for lending me your laptop, make you to approach your dad for his laptop! loves! <3>
THANKS sister, for the sms you send! touched! loves! <3

suddenly feel that i am blessed. with such wonderful people around me! thanks for eveything! <3

2008-11-11T12:23:00.000+08:00

let me upload some pictures taken on my ah ma's birthday:

reflections

my 3 SHUAI cousins

shuwen, peiqi & me

cold junhan. only me smiling.

me and junhan! he is SMILING. (does he look like VIC CHOU?)

many many hands!

at explanade

the 4 of us! <3>

2008-11-11T11:35:00.000+08:00

now having MOB lessons.
supposed to do project but seems like it has turned into a TALKING session.

due to POPULAR demand (adeline only), i shall sing the HUNGRY song.

I AM HUNGRY
I AM HUNGRY
I AM HUNGRY
I AM HUNGRY
I AM I AM HUNGRY
I AM I AM HUNGRY
I AM HUNGRY
I AM HUNGRY

imagine the tune yourself (are you sleeping)

disappointed to the max

2008-11-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

why are you doing this?
i dont seem to understand why.
i thought things are changing for the better?
i am really disappointed and hurt.

i treasure our friendship.
i treasure the time we spend together.
do you?

2008-11-02T09:03:00.000+08:00

today is ah ma birthday. went to study first then went straight to novena to meet all of them.

I SAW MY JUNHAN! MY SHUAI COUSIN!

very long never see them le. since chinese new year. the three shuai guys! they stay in malaysia and come to singapore only during chinese new year. this time cause my ah ma's 70th birthday.
made him sit with me and was crazy over him. took like 4 pictures with him (which apparently is not enough). made a lot of noise in restaurant! the food there was okay, ordinary but expensive. 2 tables for 800! maybe the high price is because its not easy to cook a dish that looks like meat, and taste nice.

for now, i only have junkai and junlong picture. the junhan's picture will come soon.

junlong!
junkai

took many many pictures with the girls too! also will come soon. need time to upload into the computer. watching HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 and going on shopping spree with them next sunday! looking forward! lovesss! <3

my relatives really think i really like JUNHAN and they think i am despo! but its all for entertainment purpose! i believe that PEOPLE WHO TRULY UNDERSTAND ME, KNOWS THE BEST! ;)

weird weird

2008-10-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

everything seems normal.
but i dont know why i am having this weird feeling, like everything is just all lies.

i hate this feeling. cant seem to get rid of the feeling.

i also feel you changed ALOT. you changed so much that i am starting to think, do i really know you? are you the same person that i had known? i am starting to dont understand you. i thought you were different from the others.

why must things change suddenly? why cant it just like before?

SIMPLICITY IS BLISS!

sept-oct

2008-10-21T11:01:00.000+08:00

its been a month since i blogged. its exactly a month. hahaha.

its been a week since school re-opened. i hate the new timetable. practically everyday, lessons start at 8. then i have to wake up at 6 whenever lessons start at 8. poor little girl. sleep is like so important! how can they make the timetable like that, causing this PRINCESS to have lack of sleep. hahaha.

stopped work on 10 october. kind of miss working life. starting to get used to it and when it comes to the last day of work, i sort of dread the end of the day. usually i help some of my colleagues to do some stuff, then as usual, they would ask me to go over to their table to assign me some things to do, so i just walked to their table. when i reach my colleagues table, they took out a bag suddenly and said its for me and thanked me for helping them. i was stunned. i always thought that i gave them alot of trouble instead of helping them. was quite touched that they gave me something and asked me to go back to help them when my next vacation arrives. THANKS! :)

on monday, first day of school, went for a coffee date with sister. went starbucks because the previous coffee date was at coffee bean. and starbucks oreo cheesecake was delicious! just that SOMEONE was playing with the cake. ate like half of the cake and played with the remaining half. the plate was filled with her so called ART. hahaha. then after eating the coffee date, went to the library to study. actually, the one studying was sister. i was either msning or looking at blogs. hahaha.

some pictures taken by sister:

i finished my cake! unlike SOMEONE!

this is adeline's left-over cake, which she used to do her ART.

her ART piece. looks nice, thanks to the J.

the picture of her PLATE.

went shopping with grace on sunday. first, went to bugis street to shop shop. we bought 2 shorts and about 3 shirts. everything were so cheap, couldnt resist the temption of shopping. then went far east plaza by train. then continued our shopping. hahaha. in the end, i bought like 2 shorts and 7 shirts! then continued our shopping at plaza singapura. plaza singapura got nothing much to shop. went arcade to pei grace play the basketball game. hahaha,. then went to the toliet to take picture. so weird to go toilet and take picture.

overall. its always nice to shop when you have money! $$! shall shop every end of vacation, after all the workings. loves! <3

today is my beloved
BEATRICE LEE XINYI
birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope you like the cake we give you! loves! <3

went to meet beatrice and hidayah at bugis after my lessons. had a hard time figuring my way to bugis from my school. but SOMEONE pei-ed me to the bus-stop to change bus. though i alighted a stop before, causing you to almost lose your way. thanks! loves! <3

meet them at macdonalds. then sang a birthday song for her in the macdonalds. then we went to shop shop at bugis street AGAIN. but this time i didnt spend a single cent at bugis. hahaha. think we walked the whole of bugis street twice, including the second level. hahaha. poor hidayah, we took turns to pass her our laptops, bully her. SORRY! loves! <3>

long post today. stay tuned for the next post,

next month.

first attempt of baking!

2008-09-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

deleted that post. cause everything is fine now. thanks sister for the tag! <3>

let me talk about what happened on SATURDAY! ;)

had a great time baking cake! first attempt baking cake! too bad didnt take picture of the beautiful cake we baked. john should feel honoured, two NICE girls and a BAD guy baking cake for him. the nicer girl is one name starting with J. hehehe.

meet sister at her house bus-stop there with him. then walked to AMK hub and walked to fairprice to buy all the ingredients for the cake.

bought:

egg
PLAIN flour
3-in-1 coffee
soda powder
unsalted butter
brown sugar
hershey chocolate
cream
a box from breadtalk which we thought it was FREE.

had a fun time buying and deciding the ingredients too. wanted to buy 低精面粉, but dont know what is it called in english. hahaha. went to ask the ntuc person. purposely find the chinese and old old one. hahaha. also want to know the difference between BROWN sugar and WHITE sugar. arent both sugar, other than the colour difference? hahaha. went to ask a shopper. and it DOES make a difference. BROWN sugar is sweeter, used to make cookies. 桨还是老得辣! hahaha.

then took a mrt to bukit batok to bake the cake and cookies. hahaha.

reached yuanshen house, we realised we dont have a weighting machine or something to weigh the amount of flour or sugar. we wanted to use the weighting machine used to weigh our weight. hahaha. we then decided to use agar-ation. the beater (is it called beater?) adeline bought was fun to play. but when used long, hand a little tired. hahaha. the cake was a success, thanks to the two chef! errm, referring to the two girls. hehehe. but was a little tasteless, according to those who tried. but its still nice!

next was the cookie. due to the large amount of water added to the mixture, it was so watery! so we decided to anyhow add whatever we have to make the mixture not so watery. we added more FLOUR and the remaining butter. its a miracle that it turns out edible. hahaha. when it comes to make the shape of the cookie, it was a little disaster. hahaha. the first tray was beautiful. but the next two tray was a little out-of-shaped. but its still delicious!

anyone who wants to try the three maskerters baking, please visit

Jol&Ade&YS talk

the cakes baked are unique! receipes are DIFFERENT from other ordinary bakery.

went to rename the breadtalk box to our 'bakery' name. hahaha. then we set off to meet john and jonathan. when we left yuanshen's house, it was like 4.45. we are like super late. hahaha. we reached AMK KFC at about 5.50.

then adeline started beating around the bush about she going to transfer to AJC. how will adeline transfer to AJC, she will be very sad that she cant see ME everyday in school. hahaha.

then we took out the cake and made john blow the -relighting- candles. hahaha. he said the cake and the cookies was DELICIOUS! i hope he finished the cake and cookie. and hope he like it! ;) and we gave him all the remaining ingedients and gave him what can he do with the ingredients.

after celebrating, went to meet jesslyn with him. she wanted to show us something. was thinking, what big thing she want to show us that we have to go all the way to kovan to see it. ended up, just some couple t-shirts. not very nice but its nice of her to think about us. hehehe.

then went to ah ma house. found out a BIG truth that is keep within vera. didnt she had such a talent until that day!

SHE CAN RUN!!!!

she got first for the sports meet! was very very surprised that she can actually run! hahaha. her medal was nice. i wish i had a medal like hers too! i realised that i have never won any medal in sports meet before. to be specific, its because i have never participated in sports meet before. everytime they choose participants to represent the house, i will always make sure that trial was the worst performance ever. so that i wont have to run in the sports meet. hahaha. afterall, my talent is never in sports. hahaha.

shall end here. its a LONG post.

2008-09-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

been:

working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working & working ... ... ...

okay. i shall stop this game. its getting irritating. i know.

got a little sick of WORKING! all the stress..
but slowly, getting used to working. and with all the NICE colleagues i have during work and the after-work walk home with SOMEONE, i believe i will have a wonderful working experience after 6 weeks. hahaha.

i am starting to miss all my friends and my sisters.

please dont drift apart!!!!!! loveeee <3

irriating me!

2008-09-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

just trying to be irriating.
was like irriating SOMEONE today!

want to know what bus can you take from boon keng to my house?
there is alot of buses.
you know what are the buses?
want me tell you?

there is...
147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147 and 147!

can you remember the buses?
want me to repeat everything for you?
i doubt you get it.
i shall repeat everything for your benfit.

hahahaha! ;)

working!

2008-09-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

working is seriously tough and stressed! i learnt how to appreciate studying now. studying is nothing as compared to the working society. especially office work! when you make a mistake, imagine how much trouble and inconvenience you would cause to the company. other departments staff have to come in and help to solve the problem. unlike studying. when you make an error in studies, all you cause is a lower GPA, a minus of marks, a lower grade. you will not affect anyone. can i keep studying and studying and not enter into the working society?

can i please be a tai tai? (navie thinking)

but come to think of that, if there is no intention to step into the working society, what for studying so much? so its just a cycle in life. face the fact, jolene!

I PROMISE TO STUDY HARD!

2008-09-01T22:19:00.001+08:00

today is my first day of work!

things i like about ZUILLEG PHARMA :

its delivery van is BABY LIGHT CREAMY PINK in colour!
everyone seems so fun-loving and friendy. its only the first day of work and i am like friends with everyone.
busy work
there is a shutter bus from AMK to the workplace.

somehow, working in another company makes me miss GUAN YIAC ENGINEERING. i missed talking to uncle jeffery about everything and anything. talking about his son, his wife and of course that someone. i love gossipping with him. miss the times. i also missed Ester too. also love talking to her, although we still keep in contact. time spent in the office is like never enough for us to talk and talk. i also missed mr gan. love his laughter and his cheerful spirit. hahaha. of course, i missed gugu. talking about everything. during that period, i feel we two became SUPER close. like sisters. i love her! thanks for everything! <3

i think my holidays are so fruitful. before work, i practically went out everyday. okay, i WENT OUT everyday.

monday - end of exams.
tuesday - went out with SISTER
wednesday - went out with HIM
thursday - went out with HIM & HIDAYAH
friday - went out with GRACE
saturday - went out with HIM
sunday - went out with BEATRICE
monday - start of work

my list of things to be completed :

work
go out
study spss & stats

completed 2 out of 3.

peiqi and me

2008-08-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

today at grandma's house was like so fun. had a crazy time with the three other girls. also equally crazy. i shall upload a few pictures. hmmm. the few is 3 picture. hahaha.

peiqi and me <3

peiqi, vera and me <3

shuwen love money $$$! <3

wow! my post with PHOTOS! just that i look ugly with specs! hahaha. love them! <3

by the way, thanks SOMEONE! for making the card for me. although it didnt turn out nice, but i still love it. because its the thought that matters! i really appreciate whatever you have done! love you too! <3

coffee date with sister

2008-08-26T19:25:00.000+08:00

today had a super fun with adeline sister! met her at around 145 at AMK cheers. then went to buy the movie tickets first before going to coffee bean to drink coffee and eat cheesecake.

when buying the tickets, the cashier wanted us to show our ez-link cause the show is NC16. took adeline's one and gave her back shortly. BUT, the cashier took mine and stared at it for quite a long time. adeline say cause i dont look 16. hmmm. i take that as a complement. hahaha. not like her, 17 already. hahaha. young little girl. hahaha.

then we went to coffee beans. we stared at the board and stood in front of the cashier for a long time, discussing what should we order. think the person was quite pissed off, cause we stood there, unable to decide what to eat and was giggling here and there. at last, adeline decided what she wanted to drink. hahaha. IT WAS HER WHO TOOK A LONG TIME. NOT ME! ;)

sat down and
talk,
talk,
and talk.

took a long time to finish the small piece of cake. about one hour ba. sitting there laughing at practically anything. had a nice coffee with sister and honoured that i was the second person she dated for coffee. ALTHOUGH, i should be the first. haix, disappointed with her. hahaha.

went to catch out 4BIA movie. a thai movie. went in with laughters, came out with jelly legs.

sister was covering her eyes all the while and she keep saying she wants to go home. UNLIKE me, i was so brave! i watched the movie with my eyes wide open. hahaha. i was all along protecting adeline! (distorted truth) ;P

the truth is:
4BIA is seriously a scary movie. its very gross and it really scares the bravest person. during the movie, i was half covering my eyes. the show really scares me. cause its a movie with 4 short stories, so, when the second story ended, i seriously wanted the movie to end as quickly as possible. me and sister was super scared. but in all, nice and scary movie.

after the movie, went a hunt for toilet. hahaha. too much coffee.

then when walking in AMK hub, there was a fight at the fourth floor. thats where we watched the movie. we rushed up to watch the 'show'. but we missed the interesting part. we two kaypo's. we saw a guy with his mouth and nose full of blood and miss adeline thought he draw his mouth with lipsticks. hahaha.

after that, took a bus home with sister. and we are going to have more dates like that! hahaha.

had a nice chat with miss graciie too! talked about anything and everything. hahaha. going back to nan chiau on friday! there is band performance. and its a BIG band playing, 15 sec 3s. hahaha.

to someone:

its seriously disappointing to hear that you did something like that behind our back. to think we trusted everything you say. you do something like that, how do you expect us to trust you next time. are you trying to follow whatever she is doing? she is a bad example. hiding things from your family members isnt something you should do. thats what she do, doing things behind her parents' back. no wonder you can get along with her so well, you are just like her. (thats not something to be proud of and its not a complement.)

now, i am disappointed. and i dont think i can trust you for the time being. it takes years to build up trust and in just split second, you had just destroyed everything.

exams ended~

2008-08-25T23:41:00.001+08:00

at last, the exams are over! now comes the working and going out part! i will miss everyone in school. and i bet everyone will miss the NICE and LOVELY jolene too!;) hahaha.

today is the finish of exams! super HIGH! but a little not used to not studying. seeing my table empty. so not used to it. usually, during the exam period, my table is FULL OF PAPERS. just typical jolene, MESSY! i am so going to file everything for every module. had a difficult time finding all my notes for exam. one big pile containing all the modules. hahaha.

omg! today finish exam and my week is already packed with activities! ;)

i want to work!
i want to go out!
i want to study for spss!

wow! so many wants but so little time. SCARCITY, ECONS!

*scarcity occurs when humans have unlimited wants but there is limited supply of resources, time and goods *

this is when opportunity cost comes in.

*due to scarcity, a sacrifice is made. the sacrifice is called oppourtunity cost.*

hahaha. wrong timing to flood myself with econs notes. dont know correct anot. who cares! its over! hahaha.

a little high today! cause exams ended.
not because i going on a date with SISTER tomorrow.

she dated me for coffee. hahaha. and a movie too! a HORROR one.

will definately update everyone about adeline's reaction after watching with her. look forward for my post. hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY sister

2008-08-14T20:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!

hope you like the present that we give you.
had a hard time finding it.
treasure the slyvester, cause it got my kisses. hahaha.
AND dont pedigree it! hahaha.

good luck in everything you do!
may all your wishes come true.
stay sweet with your HIM.
and with me too! :)

sister & twin always!:)

lovee you! <3

happy national day!

2008-08-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

Singapore is 43 years old now!
i love you, singapore.

luo zhixiang

2008-07-31T12:08:00.000+08:00

let me sing a happy birthday song to my DEAR DEAR, luo zhixiang.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUO ZHIXIANG,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

lovee you <3.

heard you fell down whiile filming the new show.
get well soon!

& quickly come kidnap me back to taiwan! :)

happy birthday

2008-07-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

a post specially for my DEAR DEAR.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

*i love you.*

-had a hard time to look for a nice picture to upload. cause all of his pictures are NICE!-

waiting for you to kidnap me back to taiwan.

love the times spent together - DAC04!

2008-07-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

today is such a short day.

early in the morning, woke up at 5 plus (also dont know why). flip the phone to check the time and stared at the timing - 5 o'clock. was staring at it for a long long time, trying to digest the information into the brain. after realising still early, decided to go back to sleep. hahaha. then woke up 7 to get ready for school. meet jonathan at the bus-stop. took the bus at about 730 when i felt vibration in my bag. yuanshen called, saying there is no FOM. nice one la. also realised sister smsed me too. hahaha.

sorry SISTER, never reply your sms, make you worry. hahaha.

luckily we only reached SISTER house there. alighted and decided to walk back home. went home to sleep for a while before taking bus. hahaha.

on the way to school was talking to SISTERS. hahaha. and was talking about how i torture HIM. jolene is such a nice and kind girl, where will torture people right? *imagine people NODDING* hahaha. the most only ask HIM to kneel durian first, then beer bottle caps. hahaha. in stats, it was BORING. practically didnt listen to lesson. so is SISTER. hahaha. asked her what stats teacher is talking about, she tell me WELL DONE. hahaha.

i really enjoy the time spend together with all my classmates. they are fun. i love you guys. hope this will continue for the next three years and FOREVER.

beautiful day

2008-07-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

here to update about what happened today. hahaha. today we went to school but didnt attend any lessons. firstly, FOM was cancelled. and PACC we pon! first time pon lesson sia. but everything got its first time. hahaha.

and today when we meet SISTERS, got a scolding! for not telling them about US. hahaha. sorry SISTERS! anyway, to all my 3 SISTERS! love you 3 and hope you 3 will be happy with your individuals! STAY SWEET! :) must also tell each other about the progress! and thanks for the conversation today! hope we will stay as close! LOVES! <3>

anyway, today is super fun! hahaha. the whole day playing and laughing all day long. hope that will happen everyday. hahaha. and THANKS to yu xiang! for passing my phone to JONATHAN! make me walk back to MLT 12. hahaha. but never mind, cause something happened to during the journey! anyway, STAY SWEET! hahaha. dont bully her ah! :D

to MR random! SORRY for whatever that happened today! really feel super bad. so decided to apologise here! sorry for all the unhappiness that i have ever caused you! hope everything will turn out just nice! hahaha. anyway, thanks for everything.

BEAUTIFUL DAY! wish everyday will be like that. today is seriously a day with smiles and laughter! :)

disappointed in myself

2008-07-23T23:55:00.000+08:00

its been a month since i updated my blog. hahaha. sorry people! these few days SUPER busy. dead tired. these few days very sad!

FIRST! my PACC test was a disaster! it seems like my answer super different from the others. although i got net loss, same as others, but my net loss amount different from others! DISAPPOINTED sia.

SECONDLY! my econs test was another disaster! my answer also super different from the others. different from adeline and yuanshen! ahhh! the whole column was wrong! haix. SO, if i get A for econs, shall eat up all SP's grass. me, john and jonathan going to eat up the whole of SP if get A. hahaha. JONATHAN eating flowers. i eating grass. JOHN eating the remaining of SP(pillars and cement) cause john dont eat vegetables! hahaha.

a big THANKS to SISTER for the cheerup message! love you alot!

THIRDLY! my FOM presentation was a disaster too! was too nervous! then did VERY BADLY! very disappointed with myself. miss lily said i did very bad! seems like her words had implanted in my mind. dont seem to be able to forget the comments she gave. it keep flashing in my mind!

Nothing can express my sadness and emptiness! :(

anyway, thanks for being there for me. you certainly cheered me up! :) thanks for everything you have done for me! although i dont show it, but i really appreciated whatever you have done. sorry if i had caused any unhappiness in your life. THANKS mr random! :D

fun!

2008-06-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

today went back to school for the carnival thing. thought there was a high-tea but actually its a carnival. hahaha. woke up at about 07:30. then took a bus to school to meet GRACE at the small shop at compasspoint at 08:20 but she overslept. then everyone came le then went to school. hahaha. meet ELIZ and PINJEN! thought cannot take back SGC but can leh. hahaha. then went walk walk around the school. hahaha. then sat at the canteen and talk and listen to the delicatation of songs. hahaha. sit there is practically listening to songs. talk talk laugh laugh. AND THERE IS NO HIGH TEA! cheat our feelings to go back. then HIDAYAH and BEATRICE arrived at 10 plus. then we left at 12 plus. before leaving the school, we took a walk aroung the first level. in like 10 mintues, we finished the walk, and there we are, back at the canteen. HOW SMALL CAN NAN CHIAU GET! but its rocks! LOVE NAN CHIAU! then walked to compasspoint. BEATRICE, JIAMIN and ELIZ went to eat. GRACE and ALICIA went to metro. JOLENE and HIDAYAH went home. hahaha. althought didnt go much things today, still having alot of fun talking to ZIJIE they all and GRACE they all. laughing all the way. hahaha.

went home bathed and get ready to meet SISTER! go bugis buy clothes and get her mp4.

meet SISTER at AMK cheers then took a mrt to jurong east. went hunting for the PINK TALL BULIDING - creative. hahaha. good description right? said by SISTER. hahaha. and there was a PINK HDB nearby. hahaha. then due to my *SMARTNESS*, we found the place! hahaha. creative store is cool la. got shooting game and educational games also. had fun playing that. hahaha. SISTER had a hard time deciding to buy the 2gb one or the 4gb one. and when she decided to buy the 2gb one, she walked out and say, 'time to shop for SD card.' NICE ONE! and she bought the same mp4 as me. now all my friends have the same mp4. hahaha. then we headed down to BUGIS STREET! yeah! went there and it was so crowded. hahaha. me and SISTER bought 3 shirts. its so nice! but was pissed with the salesgirl la. when we were choosing the shirt, she say in a RUDE manner,'are you done choosing?'. we ignore her and we continued and even helped her fold back the clothes, although didnt fold correctly but no need say until like that one right? she said, 'need to fold back the clothes! anyhow fold! you fold one right?' in the first place, its not my job to fold back for you. i am just being nice, help you fold back. ANGRY! SISTER, take revenge! hahaha. then after shoppping, was super tired then went to ah ma house.

reached there straight away ate dinner. SUPER HUNGRY. never eat the whole day. eat le then dozed off. woke up at around 7 plus. hahaha. SHUWEN and JESSLYN are having fun playing NEOPETS in the room. then i watch tv lor. hahaha. after that, went online and MR LEE YUANSHEN say i worth only 9 cents. nice one right! JOLENE LEE CHIEW YEN is PRICELESS! hahaha. and MR JOHN ANG! nice drawing! althought i look million times better than the drawing. hahaha. and glad i cheer you up! SMILE! =)

THIS POST IS LONG! cause i enjoyed myself today!

TO ALL! I LOVE YOU AND THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND! =)

2008-06-27T19:42:00.000+08:00

today is the end of MST! so happy! BUT next thing to worry about the CA2! and i think i am so dead for CA2. its only 3 weeks later and i dont know a thing about econs chapter 5 and 6. hahaha. today sit from dover to pasir ris. its a LONG LONG journey. meet ducky ma. then went to KFC. then went to walk walk. hahaha. talked talked talked. then since nothing to walk le, so we decided to hougang mall to walk instead. hahaha. and reached hougang there got pasar malam. went to see see look look. hahaha. then saw mrs lim! what a surpirse! hahaha. she was saying that there is a fun fair at NCHS. hahaha. then in hougang mall, we practically walk into every shop. then went to meet beatrice at mac there. then went to eat KFC. she eat KFC, we eat mac flurry. hahaha. talked talked and talked. then beatrice show us some nice emails and sad emails. hahaha. and she added like 200 plus songs into my mp3. hahaha.

THANK YOU HIDAYAH.
THANK YOU BEATRICE TOO!

tomorrow going back to NCHS. its been a long time since i visited NCHS. i miss many many people. hahaha.

LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW! =)

pink and purple FOREVER!

2008-06-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

its FRIDAY already! in a few days time, its school re-open and most of all MST! i feel like fainting already.

SORRY TO ALL THAT I DIDNT UPDATE! =(

nothing much happened during the holidays EXCEPT for one thing. hahaha. shall not elaborate on that ONE THING. hahaha. anyway, holidays dont seems holiday. ended up studying. hahaha. but had fun doing ITAB project too! and realised i spent alot of time with SISTER! hahaha.

WE ARE LOYAL CUSTOMERS TO KFC!

hahaha. SISTER! thanks for all the advices you have given! and i hope that you are HAPPY with the decision you make! AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE HAPPY! i love you SISTER! hahaha.

and HIDAYAH, GRACIIE AND BEATRICE! thanks for being my friend! AND I LOVE YOU ALL TOO! and GRACIIE! we will make sure the next holiday we go out like once a week! VERY LONG NEVER SEE YOU! miss you alot! thanks to the NEWS, we talked for like one and a half hour! LOVE THE TALK!

i miss DAC/04 too! MISS MY OTHER TWO SISTER! hahaha. i bet they miss me also! hehehe.
especially JASMINE right? JAMIE also will miss me one right? hahaha. LOVE YOU TOO!

okay. shall stop all the LOVING and go back to STUDYING!
shall update more often when school starts! =)

LOVE YOU ALL!